098; stuff i never talked about

hey hey ♡

okok i wasn't lazy all the time. in fact i'm never even at home. but still it feels like i'm not doing anything at all. i want to show you the stuff that i've been doing lately. and i will try to talk a bit about what happened. i know that i'm almost never writing anything interessting. but that's just because i'm afraid of talking about stuff too personal or just writing boring stuff. but i guess being boring is better than not saying anything at all :D so i will try..

i want to start with the reason why i'm actually never writing on my blog..

every week i go to different kind of doctors and that is kind of fucking me up. like it is just always the same but i'm still spending all my time in traveling from hospital to hospital or just waiting for going to the next one. in the waiting phase i have a lot of time but i'm so stressed that i can't even do anything for myself. i don't even know how i feel. i'm just sad and stressed since summer. maybe that's why i stopped writing my blog. 

but i know that this isn't the sense of having a blog. :D i really want to talk more about myself so you guys can actually 'get to know me'. i'm sure everybody is bored by my blog since it's just something like a picture diary for myself..

enough about the deep emo stuff XD

i finally got my nails to grow longer ;___;. since my nails are really soft it's is hard work to let them grow. they are so easily breaking. i tried a lot of things to make them stronger but i can't really help it. they keep breaking.. that's why i have short nails again now. :cccc when will my nails finally grow long and strong like normal nails? what ever i will keep trying!

creepy picture

here is some stuff which i bought/got in the last few months (? i'm not sure in which time i got these things.. i can't actually remember anything that ever happened in my life lol) the necklace and tea cup were presents by my friend carina ♥. since i got that tea cup to go i'm drinking 2 l/day.

the other stuff i bought at primark in essen. i'm so in love with the heels, bag and scarf. you can see me wearing these things in the upper pictures. 

this is menma (anohana). she is our new family member (lol). isn't she fucking cute? *-* vivien got her as a christmas present from a friend. but as long as i'm living in one room with her menma will be next to my pc. i'm such a lucky bitch ;_;

yes... i'm still sharing one room with vivien. sometimes it's kinda hard to never be alone. but we don't ever fight or anything. we have a lot of funny and happy times here and i'm glad to live with her. still i will be happy to have my own room when we move.. XD

many many times (everytime we meet) i've been eating outside with philipp. that's always kinda funny because i'm vegan so i always have meals with lots of vegetables. philipp food is always so anti-vegan as you can see in the photos. XD but i don't really mind. as long as i don't have to eat or spend money on it everything's fine.

 i hope you liked me writing more. it would be nice to know.. i still feel kind of stupid. XD

anyway, thank you for reading!

love, sara ♡

089; vegan brunch; about ib; some news

vivien and i went to the monthly vegan brunch in duisburg. it was pretty easy to find. as you can see there were lots of people D: and lots of food ;;;DDD i think i've never eaten that much in my whole life 8DDD everybody there was rly nice and lovely. we were the youngest around there but it was rly nice to see that there are many more vegans around duisburg. we're planning to go there every month. ♥

ok i know that nobody is rly interested in this but that's how my food looks like atm. i hope i will anytime fucking lose weight omg i can't wait

 (ignore the ice cream :--D)

and now some neeeews. vivien and i dyed our hair again. purple and pink ;_; aren't there colours fucking cute? T__T  but the real news are about something more serious. vivien is living at my place now. like yeah. she is like my sister now ;__; i won't explain why but i'm kinda happy about it .. ;_; i feel so much better since she is here with me. not that lonely anymore. it's always nice to have a friend around. ♥

i played the game IB twice. it's a computer pixel rpg whatever game. and srsly i love this shit. it's like the best thing in my life. i never played anything like that before but since IB i love them all. it's a horror survival game with many scary riddles. you can download it for free. i would link the page here if i'd remember it 8DDD but srsly everyone has to play it. it takes just about 2 hours but it's the best thing ever (XDD) ♥

ok and here again some random shopping photos~

mirai nikki 1; deadman wonderland 3; carnation pink - directions; violet - directions

vivien's and my shoes. h&m; 15euro

grave of a dead bird which we found in the garden ;_;

the best dog ever

the best weather in a long time

082; meet all the friends!

hello again! so as you saw i was just too lazy to blog anything höhö. as you can see i cut my fronthair short. ok that isn't really a cool thing 8D

my kitty is really the cutest in the world. she is even watching anime with me ;_; i love you forever my kitty.

these books i ordered from amazon. a vegan cooking book (as you can see..) and the manga lychee light club. and i must say THIS IS MY NEW FAVORITE MANGA T_T. srsly guys this is the best in the world!!! it's just genius. everything in this story. first it sounds lil bit.... yes weird. but when you are so into the story you don't care anymore and you just love everythging. JUST BUY IT EVERYONE I LOVE IT FOREVER OMG i'm reading it like again and again and omg i just can't get enough it is the best ever in my life oh god

i finally met vivien again. we saw each other around feb. i guess. horrible! ok i know that the pic is horrible but there is no better one and i'm really proud to have met her again. i've missed her really a lot.
lately we have been doing a lot together. this is making me really happy. there couldn't be anything better for me atm. ;_; we cooked and studied and all that stuff oh god i'm in heaven.

after that i met carina and stayed at her place over night. i missed her a lot too. the pictures describe us the best. weirdos.  (srsly why r my hands lookin so fuckin manly???) ah and some vegan stuff which i bough from the vegan supermarket. nothing interesting anymore. XD but if any german vegan is reading this: ALL THESE THINGS ARE GENIUS BUY THEM AND LOVE THEM

and then ofcourse tinkaaa! i stayed at her place over night too. i really can't believe that i have got so many friends. i feel so good at the moment i wanna live like this forever. ;_; tinka and i watched anime and ate vegan waffles. nothing so cool but it was funny and fucking relaxing
i rly love everything opgmmogomgogomgmogiobgdr

oh and btw i lost fucking 5kgs. i'm proud ok.

080; springgggg

finally! i've waited for this a long time. it's spring. here in germany it already feels like summer. it's end of march and we have 25°. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG XD but so i've been outside a lot. and again i've been in dortmund with carina. lately this is the only thing i do in my whole life. omg.

in the vegan supermarket i bought a lot of food. i bought gummi bears, cutlet, salami, cookies, nutella, egg replacer and all that stuff. i hope that all these things taste good.

oh yes. this is the gayest thing i've done lately. XD i bought this shopping bag maybe a week ago so i don't need to buy plastic bags anymore when i go to the supermarket. and i thought why shouldn't i draw something on it. oh god and of course i made a gay unicorn bag.. XDDD but i still love it.

finally i decided to buy deadman wonderland. i've watched a few episodes of the anime and i liked it a lot. since that i'm thinking about buying the manga. and now i did it. ;_; i hope that the manga is as good as the anime.

this simple skirt i bought a few days ago. you can't really see it in the picture but it's light pink. i really like this one because i can wear it with almost anything. D: a really cute one.

079; carina days

ok again i haven't written anything for years. and this time it seriously was my internet's fault. since weeks i didn't have it in my room. ;_; just upstairs, at my mom's pc. and it really sucks if your mom is as pc-addicted as you are. 8D

in the last two weeks i met carina a lot. nobody of my other friends had time... or maybe i just don't have friends lol. mostly we have been in dortmund. just chilling the whole day. eating like pigs... the normal stuff you know.

oh and i got this really cute purse from yuki. ;__; ♥ thanks a lot! she bought it for me on her korea trip. i really love it. i use it for my make up when i'm going anywhere. i was even going to buy something like this but i didn't find a cute one. so this was really the perfect present. thanks ;_;

we have been in the vegan café two times as you can see. it was so amazing. the food tased so damn good i wanted to die. XD really everybody who lives around should go there and try it. the best thing ever. seriously.

i also tried a lot of different milk substitute and soy puddings/yoghurts now since i'm vegan. i must say i didn't like many of them but a few. and i really feel a lot healthier. before i went vegan i thought that it's hard to find products that i can eat. but it's easier than i thought. i really think that this was the best decision in my life. ;;;DD

as you maybe noticed i tried something different with my hair. ok i know in fact it looks the same.. but i tried to show my sidecut a little bit more. carina and my family said they like it more than usually. but i'm not so sure about that..

# alverde compakt makeup - 010 light-beige

# alverde kompaktpuder - 010 naturelle

# alverde - augenbrauen-kit

this stuff i bought lately. i really like the make up. it has a very good coverage. the poweder isn't special. like everything else i've used before. D: and the eyebrow powder is really the best. before i used a really dark one. but this colour is my favorite lately.