0104; some stuff

Hey, hey!

Here are some old things that I didn't post yet. I have not much to say about that because it's too long time ago. :D

I'm using the Ultimate Repair set from Gliss Kur. I'm really happy with it. My hair feels a lot healthier since i started using this. And my hair is really dead. I chose the hairmask instead the conditioner because I feel like my hair needs a lot of stuff. XD

I decided to buy more games for my PS2. D: So I bought Final Fantasy 12 and Devil May Cry 1. Both of them are quite fun but I can't play them atm. :c

Finally I bought the powder I wanted for some months. Mac's studio fix powder in NW15. It's a lot better for my skin than my Dita Von Teese powder.

And juhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. I bouoght the cutest airmax ever. They are a bit too small but whatever. 8--) I'm really happy with them!

Random pictures of my new room. I guess I'll update more about it soon. But have a look at my cosmetic table (without my makeup).

Here is a photo of me and my sister Vivien at the wedding of my mother and her husband. It was really lovely to see my family again. Since we all are living in different cities it isn't that easy anymore.

I really do miss my family. I miss all the small things. But I believe that it is better this way.

Not much to read this time. I do want to post more. More about small things. And more about my thoughts.

I hope that my motivation is enough for that.

Thank you for visiting my blog!

Love, Sara ♥

0102; forever lazy

OK NOW SRSLY >::::(

I really want to post more. But my laziness is always getting in my way. I wanted to post the following pictures already since months. And that's why I do that now. I don't have much to say about them... so I hope you still enjoy my photos. :D

me and my boyfriend ♥

somehow my legs are looking weird here

In the past months I played a lot. I'll show you some games here.

spyro 2 was my addiction when I was a little girl (ﾉ∇･､) so played it one more time

got Black Rock Shooter for PSP (　；∀；) still didn't play it till the end

started to play TERA but too lazy to use the PC that much atm

JUHUU! System Of A Down and DIR EN GREY tickets 

and fuck yeah! Got schoolgirl the novel by Osamu Dazai ;_; love it

Also got cute new thights and new heels. So many good things. More posts about my new gets will follow in the next posts.

Thank you for visiting my blog!

LOVE, SARA ♥

0100; why do i even have this blog

Hey gays! ♥

Sorry, sorry, sorry again for not posting. I've been very busy during the last weeks/months. So I didn't really have neither the time nor the motivation to write anything about myself. 

Lately I've been pretty down and I'm not feeling very well. There are many important things about my future which are bothering me the whole time. A little time-out wouldn't be bad but it's quite impossible to leave the problems alone.

I can already tell you guys that I'll be moving out from home pretty soon. Nobody knows when it will happen but hopefully (very) soon. It could be this week or in 2 months.

On the other hand there is a lot stuff about school and job which is making me anxious. 

I have never been the person with lots of motivation or optimism but since 2013 I've lost almost all of these things. I don't really know where this is going and this insecurity is depressing me.

I don't know if this is too personal for a blog like this.. I just wanted to let you know.

But enough complaints! I want to show you a few things which I've done lately. :) As you can see in my pictures I wear pretty simple makeup lately. I don't really like seeing myself in this natural look. It doesn't really suit me but hopefully times will change and I will get new motivation to try and wear more makeup.

The following pictures will show you some things which I bought/got during the last weeks.

sony pastel pink headphones 

a new mobile phone - nexus 4 ♥

# valentines gift from my boyfriend # mac studio fix fluid nw10 # p2 sand style nailpolish # Lollipop Chainsaw from my boyfriend

Dita von Teese candlelight powder as an easter gift

backpack from ebay and louis vuitton bag from my mom

I really love all of these things. I wear my headphones everytime i go out. Nexus 4 is the best ever. Love my new makeup and powder, my new bags and ofcourse all the gift's I've got. Thank you so much! ♥

In the end are some more pictures of myself. There are quite many pictures i've taken... XD
Finally I dyed my hair pastel purple!♥ (It already faded away) juhuuuuuuuuuu

This time I wrote a lot about my life and I'm not really sure about doing this. I know that I asked about this in an other post already.. but do you think it's too personal to write personal themes on blogspot?

Thank you for reading my blog once again. I hope you enjoyed. ;_;

LOVE, SARA ♥

097; what?... again?!

hello everybody! again i haven't been posting.. i know that this is a BIT late but

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

and welcome back to my boring life. srsly there isn't even something to talk about. the pictures will tell you everything about what i've been doing. :D

watching anime and playing games

i stopped playing aion because of some reasons. thats why im doing all this other stuff now. maybe i will start playing again but at the moment i'm terrified about that game.

srsly wtf is that XD

 my christmas and new year haven't been exiting. i also don't want to do something like a flashback again. 2012 has been my worst year so far. a lot of bad things happened. but i guess i won't talk about it here. i just hope that 2013 will be better and that i can get a normal life back.

i'm trying to get a bit motivation back by writing this blog. i try to take more photos, try to write more and see things positive.

things didn't change. everything is like it always was... just worse. 

096; what is real life?

yoyoyoyoyoyo my tomodachis4laifu

i guess it's time to blog about my boring life which is horrible atm ::DD no questions

as always i haven't done anything in the last few months but i will still try to write about some things..

so well i'm trying to get my hair silver as you can see a bit in the photo. if it works i will post something about how i did it and this shit. i think it's pretty hard but it slowly seems to work... 

 so what i've really been doing a lot is playing aion like a crazy bitch XD together with vivien (left) ive played like fucking everyday after school till we slept on our keyboards. this screen is already a bit older... i'm in lvl 33 now and i guess i will play it forever or something XD

and yes i've also been playing pokémon blue and pokémon black 2... well i guess black2 isn't like... i dunno isn't that good? it's pretty nice but well i wouldn't really buy it.. :c and sure the blue edition is fucking fun ;_;

#resident evil4 #fear 1-3 #bioshock2

here are the latest games that i bought. i'm so fucking scared by fear that i really can't play it XD

bioshock is kinda boring... but well i didn't play it a lot yet.. and well resi is fun for sure :::DDD

as you can see i haven't done much else than played and played and played...

this is viviens and my tee advent calendar. since we are vegan we can't take the chocolate ones anymore. but fuck yeah tea is the best ;_;

i also had a bit real life in the last months.... just a bit XD so i don't know if i wrote about this already but i've changed the school to a school kinda far away from my old one. i have to wake up around 05:30am and that's not really funny if you can imagine... XD

i don't know it's not as easy as i thought to go to school again after that long time. i thought it would be better but i feel that it fail again.... ok i guess this is getting too personal D:

a good thing about the new school is that i've met a lot of new people who are friendly. still i can't really open myself to anyone. but i hope this time will come ;_; maybe one day i can have..... friends at school.. XD

i don't meet my 'old' friends anymore which is making me really sad. but i guess atm there's nothing much that i could do about that..

this here are friends with who i went through pretty hard times... :D ok i don't want to get too personal again

here's a present which philipp gave to me XD 

 isn't he cute? ♥

so well at the moment i'm going through hell and i hope that it'll be over soon. i guess it will still take a long time.. but yes i hope i can blog a bit more. this makes me feel better because then i remember the better times. XD ok sorry for being so gay

see you hopefully soon,

sara♥

093; new games and manga

helloooooo since i know that i will go *somewhere* next week i wanna update my blog about every shit... :D the other games arrived today so i wanna show them to you!

alice madness returns, devil may cry 4, saints row: the third

 here are the trailer for the games... REALLY FUCKING ALL OF THEM ARE PERFECT akjdghioaehioig ♥

at the moment we are trying alice and saints row i play already since a few days.... ALL OF THESE THINGS ARE FUCKING GOOD SO PLS BUY THEM AND BUY THEM AND PLAY THEM FOREVER LIKE WE DO JUST PLS ;;________;;

deadman wonderland 4, resident evil 1

i dunno what to think about a resident evil manga.... XD i mean i thought the idea is a bit weird but i must say it's looking fucking cool *^*

yeah this is how my bed is looking like at the moment .... :D LIKE WE FUCKING PLAY HERE AND STUFF hadvihsegv

ok here is any random older photo of my hair because i thought this post would be lil bit too boring without me ucuagevioveiv sounds weird BUT I THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN

today i'm really sad i don't even know why bbbbbbbuuuuttttt yeah so i dunno see you tomorrow or something

092; aion and unicorns

sososooso hello guys! sorry again for not updating in a long time now... but srsly i haven't done anything... i know that i say this often but this time i'm serious. i haven't done anything AT ALL. i played vivien and i fell in love with aion. the best ok. ok this isn't so interesting but i will show you our character!

vivien and me

well so there are two different worlds in this game. the light and the dark one. ok dunno in english this sounds pretty gay XD but so because we wanted to try both we made another account to play in the dark world ;DDD

vivien and me in the other world ;D

HERE IS TRAILER OF THAT GAME AND NOW JUST WATCH IT AND DOWNLOAD IT AND PLAY IT FOREVER PLS

ok lately i've played some other games too but i will write about this later... cuz i wanna wait for the next games to arrive ;D

we have two new members in our unicorn family ;_;

aren't they LIKE SO CUTE IWGBFUIVGCSLJW

this is how my hair is looking like atm. i was showering after 308649836 years and putting makeup... i was finally looking like a human again.... BUT NOT ANYMORE HAHAHA

i dunno what hair colour this is... XD like srsly... this is blonde.. but not rly?.. no idea XD i will soon dye it back to light pink i guess...