097; what?... again?!

hello everybody! again i haven't been posting.. i know that this is a BIT late but

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

and welcome back to my boring life. srsly there isn't even something to talk about. the pictures will tell you everything about what i've been doing. :D

watching anime and playing games

i stopped playing aion because of some reasons. thats why im doing all this other stuff now. maybe i will start playing again but at the moment i'm terrified about that game.

srsly wtf is that XD

 my christmas and new year haven't been exiting. i also don't want to do something like a flashback again. 2012 has been my worst year so far. a lot of bad things happened. but i guess i won't talk about it here. i just hope that 2013 will be better and that i can get a normal life back.

i'm trying to get a bit motivation back by writing this blog. i try to take more photos, try to write more and see things positive.

things didn't change. everything is like it always was... just worse. 

082; meet all the friends!

hello again! so as you saw i was just too lazy to blog anything höhö. as you can see i cut my fronthair short. ok that isn't really a cool thing 8D

my kitty is really the cutest in the world. she is even watching anime with me ;_; i love you forever my kitty.

these books i ordered from amazon. a vegan cooking book (as you can see..) and the manga lychee light club. and i must say THIS IS MY NEW FAVORITE MANGA T_T. srsly guys this is the best in the world!!! it's just genius. everything in this story. first it sounds lil bit.... yes weird. but when you are so into the story you don't care anymore and you just love everythging. JUST BUY IT EVERYONE I LOVE IT FOREVER OMG i'm reading it like again and again and omg i just can't get enough it is the best ever in my life oh god

i finally met vivien again. we saw each other around feb. i guess. horrible! ok i know that the pic is horrible but there is no better one and i'm really proud to have met her again. i've missed her really a lot.
lately we have been doing a lot together. this is making me really happy. there couldn't be anything better for me atm. ;_; we cooked and studied and all that stuff oh god i'm in heaven.

after that i met carina and stayed at her place over night. i missed her a lot too. the pictures describe us the best. weirdos.  (srsly why r my hands lookin so fuckin manly???) ah and some vegan stuff which i bough from the vegan supermarket. nothing interesting anymore. XD but if any german vegan is reading this: ALL THESE THINGS ARE GENIUS BUY THEM AND LOVE THEM

and then ofcourse tinkaaa! i stayed at her place over night too. i really can't believe that i have got so many friends. i feel so good at the moment i wanna live like this forever. ;_; tinka and i watched anime and ate vegan waffles. nothing so cool but it was funny and fucking relaxing
i rly love everything opgmmogomgogomgmogiobgdr

oh and btw i lost fucking 5kgs. i'm proud ok.

076; forever sick

hellououou.  ok i know that i haven't been blogging a long long time. when i think about the past weeks i don't remember anything that i've done. but when i look at pictures i can even proof that srsly no shit happened. 8)))

one thing i've done is dyeing my hair. a hot picture of me with bleaching on my hairline ;DDD my sidecut is smaller now than before. i decided if you can't ever see it ... why should it be so ... big? XD but so after that i dyed my hair with rose red by directions. in fact i didn't want red at all anymore but pink. so i took a pink colour but srsly... after washing it out it was like fucking dark purple. and i really wondered why did i bleach my hair if it is going even DARKER than before? XD really i almost died.

luckily the colour came out a little bit more after washing it 5 times in one day.. but TADAA it totally looks like the tulip colour that i used before. 8) nice try.

rose red is the worst colour ever. ok all the directions are stuck in towls and in the bathtub, but rose red is the horriblest colour ever. it stucks everywhere and there is no way in hell to ever remove it again. 8) i wonder which colour i will try the next time...

and now the sad news. my kitty is limping and the doctor isn't sure if her leg is broken. i guess she fought with an other cat. she lost one teeth and has a bite injury on her elbow. i'm really worried about her. she is sleeping the whole day and doesn't go out anymore. it's a week ago that we have been at the doctor and it didn't become better yet. in the next days we will visit him again... i dunno what will happen then but i really hope just the best for my kitty. ;_;

and now some good news. 8) i got pokémon black version for just 20€. that's also ... maybe two weeks ago. and i play this game like a crazy bitch. i must say i really hate the new pokémon. ok, most of them. but the game is so lovely made. i really can't stop playing it.

and oh by the way. i finished kingdom hearts 2. oooh god this was really the best game ever. i'm going to play the first one now and then the 2nd one again. 8) ok sometimes the story is a little bit very gay and very emotional. but seriously. the best thing in my life. anybody who didn't try it yet, please do it. here is a video from the whole game. i really love this one. ;_;

• balea young - mademoiselle chic deospray

• p2 colour victim nailpolish - 543 break the rules!

• alverde lipsick - 56 plum berry

• alverde eyeshadow brush

some stuff which i bought in 2834623894 years. on this picture the lipstick looks kinda red but in real life it's pinky purple. i really like this one. i thought i need a little change about the colours because only lipstick and nailpolish that i use is usually red. so i wanted to try pink now.

the very first time i left my house in some weeks. only vegan sushi even if it's looking like fish. ;D god i gained like 2384689243 kg. but alright.

075; monki skirt & lazy life

I've had a lots of appointments in the last three days. And it isn't looking better in the future.

Anyway.. When I was with Tinka and Carina in Essen I found this cute skirt at MONKI.

Before it was like 20€ and now it was there for 6€? Oh really I just HAD to buy it ;D But because I didn't take money with me on thursday I had to go back there on friday. I didn't wear it yet and I'm not so sure will it even fit to my hair colour... I guess I will be a way too colourfull... But I dunno I can't do anything wrong about 6€.

Ok the following things will be just really random.

I know that it looks like vomit BUT I COULD EAT THIS EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE. This is just the best thing you could do for me. Make me vegetable soup and I will love you forever. ♥

Here are just some other pictures of my kitty.

She is the cutest thing in the world ;_______;

Oh yews, my stepfather made... any weird sweet balls today and my kitty loved it too. 8D I really didn't expect that since it's without meat or anything a cat would like... XD Very cute kitty. ;_;

I hope you don't mind the mess in the background and my adorable laugh. <3

Seriously, bitches love food. Usually my cat is like 'I HAVE NEVER SEEN YOU BEFORE,,, WHO ARE YOU??' but after I gave her food she was lying all over my lap like 'I DUNNO WHO YOU ARE BUT I LOVE YOU'

(Ignore my fat arm,,, and well, whole me) Seriously I love Shelly so much. Ok I know.. I kinda have my pet loving day (and my i-will-never-wear-makeup-again-day) but... really. Happy tail and kissing me ;_; This is true love. :c

In the end something lovely to all my friends. Which is nobody.

066; forever lazyfish

well ok for a long time now i haven't done anything. i've been just in my bed whole day... watching some anime and getting really fat :)) sounds lovely, doesn't it? so well yeah i'm going to talk about my lazyfish weeks now...

it's just that since one week i have the best job in this world 8D i can just do whatever i want... for example nothing at all ♥

but yes i bought some stuff in the last weeks/months which i didn't show yet!

i got these pretty candles today ;_; they're from ikea.

.....already longer time ago that i bought that XD hm in fact it's just hair contitioner, hair water (dunno if that makes sense in english... i didn't even know it in german before 8D), night conditioner, hairspray, some hair stuff for after shower and some face creme. i must say i really love all of these products ;_; they're from alverde, balea and got2b. as you can see in fact,,, why am i saying this

oh well i guess i bought this here in december? XDDD a new make up from the body shop. it was quiet expensive D: 18euro if i remember right ... the make up i used before (can't even remember which) was around 10 euro i think... D: i don't like the smell of it that much... but actually it's very nice!

that banana shampoo, i dunno i thought it would be cool. but wtf. i srsly hate the smell and it isn't even so cool :c

oh well my kitty pullover i bought already months ago but never showed it here! i really really love it ;_; it's my favorite forever. it fits so well to my kitty bag ♥

and yeah a kitty brush cup and a kitty rubbish bin ... i'm so in love with kitties. i think that will never change XD

that tunnel i bought today. i payed 10 euro for that D: i could get it so much cheaper if i would order... but i dunno i didn't want to wait anymore... i was so bored of my other plugs :c

i really like this one♥

here is a .. random ... no-make-up picture with my little sister....

my sidecut is looking like a black hole in my head XD but yeah that's how i look like the last weeks. pretty clothes, cool hairstyle or makeup would be just a waste in this kind of days 8)

today i was really bored and so i started doing make up. but i just couldn't do it as well as i wanted :c i ended up removing one full side because it looked horrible. and now i can show the with and without make up effect. 8DDD

my eyebrow is looking so horrible in this photo XD ok irl it isn't pretty but doesn't look so.... reatarted like in this picture... 

i dunno i think this picture is funny just half retarded ;D

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oh well tomorrow i'm going to tinka's birthday party. so i think i will write soon again and won't be such a lazyass anymore 8)

ok i will stay like this forever.

058; kitty post

in the past weeks i took so many photos of my kitties and i thought i maybe should post them <3

my kitty about who i never post because she is not as funny as my other one ;_;

even tho they look the same...

just my kitty sleeping on my bed

derpy kitty with a little hat

kitty randomly half under the table

my kitty under a blanket ;_;

my kitty smelling her tail while sleeping

my kitty sleeping on me ♥

and in the end i wanna show my chill kitty while getting the ultimate kitty orgasm. + my sister

052

just an other random post to share some random stuff from the last days/weeks

this is what my mother bought for me ;_; isn't she so cute ? ♥

me, very hot

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