061; 2012

these are the last minutes of 2011

i wish a happy new year to everyone!! ;_;

/gay

060; elvis

OH EM JI U KNOW WAT???

NEW ELVIS ALBUM

no srsly carina slept at my place last night and she looked like tranny elvis oh gosh XDDDDD

054; sorry

sorry that i haven't posted this month. in fact i was just too lazy :-D

but now i got new motivation to start again and keep writing.

but so december was/is a quiet nice month to me this year.

we had snow just one time and it wasn't even cold. D:

in the past weeks i visted a few christmas markets. this picture was taken in dortmund. this is the biggest christmas tree in the whole world. it is 45 meters high. DDD:

i don't really know what to say so i will just continue to start an other post ..... 8)))

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just an other random post to share some random stuff from the last days/weeks

this is what my mother bought for me ;_; isn't she so cute ? ♥

me, very hot

cute kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty kityykityyylykkizykyziyyzizykytiytyktykiyiyytyy

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just wanna tell some random stuff about my last week. i've been sick a lot. ;_; no idea why.

the christmas market opened already few weeks ago (not sure when). and even tho it's just the same every year it just feels fucking nice to be there.

my kitty is so fucking cute. she's whole time just sitting anywhere and not moving at all. ;_;

JUST ALWAYS XD

and i think this is the best picture to show how derpy she is XD but still she is and will always stay the cutest kitty in this world. ;_;

just wanted to share this herpy derpy with you ♥

srsly this is yuki's alpaca and i'm fucking jealous :ccc

047; my week

deniz is back in the hood! :---D

sorry that i've been too lazy to post anything in the last days. i was so busy with learning and cleaning up my room. the last thing took me 3 days. XD a lot of shit happened that week but i don't really like to write about it. 8)))

here you can enjoy my mustafa look number two ♥:

FUCK YEAH! XD

no srsly the idea to do this was fucking random and didn't have any reason. but at least it was funny XD

mustafa deniz going to parteeeey <33<3<3333

yeah so i haven't done anything. school is fucking me atm. but that's normal.

oh yes my mom bought the best thing ever for me ;_______________;

ISN'T THAT THE PRETTIEST AND COOLEST THING EVER???????? FUCK ME THIS IS A HOLY UNICORN CALENDER T____T

i will love you forever for this mommy

and yes i bought a few makeup things. nothing special. but i really fucking love that lipstick ;_; it's my favorite now!

oh yes this is my sister with and without makeup :----D srsly i thought this was so fucking scary because.... i dunno she is 9 years old atm and really looking like that. but when i put that makeup she suddenly looked like 15 ;___; i love her even tho i'm afraid that she is going to be prettier than me..

 

i've thought one week about buying this dress or not. it's fucking cute and i love it so much and it was really cheap. but i dunno i think it makes me look fat. ;_; but still i bought it.... and this cute belt ;_; i wanna wear these things tomorrow! ;_;

herpily derping with vivien at school. my fakesmile is horrible. :cc

this one isn't really better but hm.

and in the end a random picture of myself... 8)=))))))(/()))(()

045; deniz

yesterday i've met carina and her cousin in duisburg.

in fact we haven't done anything... but one funny thing was this.

we just went into any random shop and wore some random boy's clothes. omg i felt so fucking manly. :-----D

here is before and after:

hello my name is deniz mustafa asmir and i'm a manly gangsta and not gay at all. 

thats my bro

that's ma bitch

seriously i'm looking like a gay gangsta or just like a fat lesbian. XDDDDDDDDDDDD why am i so ugly and unfunny??

DU BLÖDMANN! BIST DU BLÖD, MANN!

NA TOLL!

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today really nothing special happened. i was just chilling all day long. and btw i was planning to meet carina tomorrow. i also should take new photos of me in my maid dress for the maid-café homepage but yeah... too lazy to get any makeup done. :((((((
i became just so fucking fat these last weeks because i'm too lazy to do anything but i eat as much as 3 persons would. next week my exam weeks are starting and i'm fucking afraid about that.
btw i think this here is the longest test i've written in this blog so far. :----( just because i'm always too lazy to write so much but atm i'm just lying on the sofa. for already 4 hours.
god, why am i so horribly boring. i think i should go to tidy up my room. so yeah. :---)))

i'm updating from my ipod touch atm and this is ma sister holding my cat. so ........ random.

041; my tumblr

miguchoco.tumblr.com

anime, ass, pussy, boobs, dogs, unfunny things which are funny to me, gore, and cats

for everybody who doesn't know that already:

i'm a sick-perverted, anime-addicted, animal-loving and unfunny person. höhö

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random

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carina i miss you and if you won't have time next weekend i'm gonna kill you :-----------C i hate you bitch.

my life has become even boringer than usually. i don't do anything at all anymore. :--D just resting around. just thinking about nothing. staying all night awake even tho i don't even want to. i'm becomming sick i guess.  my throat is hurting (höhöhöhöhö, ok not funny). i guess i just... dunno.. wanna die or something. 8)))

my katzischatzilein loves my grannykittybag. ;_; i dunno she is just so fucking cute.

here are derpy-maid-me and herpy-school-me höhöhöhöh. here you can see so well why i hated my hair so much. it always looked so fucking brown. :--C

i'm afraid of going to school.

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And still nothing happens.

Jan Gayric is too gay to send me the photos of saturday. That means I have to talk about my boring life.

she's so random

At the moment I don't feel very well... but so yes. Yesterday night I couldn't sleep. And yes... well. More work, less sleep. Always the same.

I dunno I just feel so emotionless haha. I watched chaos;head and black rock shooter in the last days... I guess I will write about that later or something..

I haven't done my homework yet. My room is looking so horrible.

I don't know what to do or where to start. But I'm not giving up this time.

.... I hope so.

020

As you maybe noticed I can't (or just don't) update my blog daily anymore.

(wait, did i ever even do that?)

the prettiest picture about me, vivien and jan eric :-----)

But so in fact I don't even have anything interesting to say. I just went to school, made homework and all that stuff.

When I come back from school first thing I do is playing Kingdom Hearts. Then I usually watch anime and later then I play pokémon.... But yeah. 70% of my day after school I do homework and other school stuff.

I really see that it becomes much harder. But höhööh. idgaf cuz this year I won't give up :---D (maybe)

This is how my 'free lessons' are looking like. Meeting Vivien and Jan Eric, doing school stuff and playing pokémon.

Srsly my life is so boring....

These pretty girls made it lil bit easier for me. Seriously.... They are so fucking cute and cool. ;_; I love them both so much. And really this figure is my dream. Sorry I really have no words for that BUT THIS IS SO FUCKING PRETTY AND COOL AND REALLY HOT SIOBCIHSFBWF

And this girl... Oh lord, kill me. How can she be so fucking cute? ;_____; +pizza

I mean who wouldn't love her hair?

btw... I was about buying this coat. I'm really so in love with it. ;_; I'll ask my daddy anytime ...

In fact there's nothing else I could tell so far....

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I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH THIS FOREVER OH GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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Today I haven't done a fuck. Because I couldn't sleep at all day before yesterday's night I yesterday went to sleep early and woke up this morning already 12am. Then I just played Kingdom Hearts for some hours.

This here I forgot to show before. Aylin, my cousin, bought me this black heart bag when I've been to Switzerland.

The pink suitcase I bought when I was any 5 years old in my ballet school. So it is fucking old and I found it a few days ago. I'm really in love with it and I wear it many times. :--D

this is totally random.

this also. :------------------D

My father called me this morning after any 2 months. I wasn't that happy but he bought a new mobile phone for me because my old one broke... 3 months ago (?).

mio ♥

As you can see it is light pink. And now I can finally use Tinka's present. ♥ I think it looks nice even tho I didn't choose this one.